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Post by Christine Daaé on Sept 14, 2003 12:26:42 GMT -5
Coolio!
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Post by Corinna Turner on Sept 15, 2003 12:32:42 GMT -5
I finally have some more! Wrote this part on my way home from school so it's not so good!  September, 20th 1996 Hermione and I still haven’t made up. I noticed that Hermione and Harry spent a lot of time together. I don’t like that. Harry talked to me a few times and said I’d have to apologise, but I won’t. I’m fully concentrating on Quidditch practise and homework at the moment. I got worse in nearly every subject without Hermione’s little helps. Ginny came to me after Quidditch practise today and wanted to talk to me about Hermione and how unfair I am towards her. Why did everyone turn to Hermione’s side? Everyone thinks she’s right and I’m wrong. I just don’t know why. Ginny said that Hermione cried a lot about that arguement, she also said that Hermie was really sorry that all that had happened. She really wanted to make up, but every time she had enough courage to do it, I ran away and pretended that she doesn’t excist. I’m really sorry about this! I just don’t have as much courage as Hermione to just tell her that I’m sorry and that it is all my fault. I’m so sorry but I don’t know how to tell her. Ron still doesn’t speak with me. I tried to talk to him a few times, but he ignores and avoids me all the time. Harry helped me a lot. He’s always there for me and he even offered to take a brake from Quidditch practise and let Ron cope with the team. I told him he couldn’t do that because he would be risking our last chance for the Quidditch Cup, so he only cancelled one practice and they still have two ones every week. And he offered to continue my chess lessons if I want to. But I told him I really didn’t really feel like playing chess, because it reminds me of Ron and I’m trying to not think about him. Ginny helped me a lot as well. She always comforted me and she said she’d talk to Ron. I don’t know if she did. At least I saw Ron in the common room this evening for the first time after our arguement. He used to avoid being there the last three days and he always left as soon as I entered. I absolutely don’t know what to do, I just don’t know what to do. I LOVE RON! Seeing that he ignores me hurts so much. What do you think?  |
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Post by Selene on Sept 16, 2003 9:25:45 GMT -5
It's great as all of your FFs!
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Post by Corinna Turner on Sept 16, 2003 11:26:49 GMT -5
Thanks, Vadi! ;D I don't have more, cause I've only come home from a club meeting. Maybe I'll write some tomorrow. |
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Post by Selene on Sept 16, 2003 13:29:14 GMT -5
I hope you'll post more tomorrow!
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Post by Corinna Turner on Sept 17, 2003 8:05:39 GMT -5
Sorry, I had no time to write more. I haven't started homework for tomorrow and I have to do the one for Friday as well, cause I've got another meeting tomorrow. Plus I'm not at home this weekend, so I either have to take my homework to the club weekend and do it in the middle of the night when we finally got the little children to sleep or I've got to do it on Friday. And we're leaving at 6, so I've got three hours for my complete next weeks homework!!  That's going to be really much fun!! So I'm really sorry, but I don't think I've got time to write anything more till next week! |
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Post by Selene on Sept 19, 2003 10:45:36 GMT -5
OK, I'll wait!
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Post by Christine Daaé on Sept 19, 2003 15:36:59 GMT -5
Please PMS tho!
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Post by Selene on Sept 20, 2003 2:12:51 GMT -5
She will!  |
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Post by Corinna Turner on Sept 21, 2003 8:17:34 GMT -5
Yeah! I forgot my notes at home!!! I would have had time to write some this weekend, but I didn't have my notes, so I didn't know where I stopped! But I might write some tomorrow, cause it's most likely that I don't go to school tomorrow, as I got a really bad cold, a headache and a sore throat (sp?). I absolutely don't want to do my homework and I don't want to learn for this stupid tests as well. |
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Post by Corinna Turner on Sept 22, 2003 9:02:47 GMT -5
Finally I've got some more:
September, 22nd 1996
Today was Hermie’s birthday. I tried to talk to her, but this time she ignored me. Harry came up to me and said that Hermione just wanted my to know what it felt like to be ignored by your best friend. She just doesn’t understand how much it hurt. For her it was being ignored by a good friend, for me it was being ignored by the one I love. She wouldn’t even take my present. I gave it to Harry so that he could give it to Hermione as she won’t let me near her. But after about ten minutes Harry came back with the present saying Hermione didn’t want it. So I left the common room to go to the library and study a bit. I can’t remember any arguement between the two of us like this one, except for the one about the Firbolt and Scabbers three years ago, but that time I had Harry on my side and it was an arguement concerning the three of us. This time it’s only Hermione and me. I just don’t know how we could get out of this. Of course we had lots of arguement, but none like this one.
Today was my birthday.
I ignored Ron all day, because I think that’s the only way he learns how it feels to lose a friend. I had Harry tell Ron that and he came back with Ron’s present. I told him I didn’t want it and that he should give it back to Ron. After that Ron left the common room. I guess I really hurt him and I didn’t intend to do that, but he has to accept that I’ve got feelings as well and he can’t just play with them like he did the last few days. Ginny told me today that she had talked to Ron, but except for him being in the common room sometimes, the situation didn’t change at all. He still ignored me and all I did today was changing roles with Ron. Maybe I was a bit hard to him. I’ll apologise for that as soon as he did the first step, because I won’t apologise for sending letters to Victor. I will stop writing to him if Ron wants me to, but I don’t regret staying in contact with Victor, because he’s really nice. I’ll have to make Ron understand that Victor is just a good friend, nothing more.
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Post by Selene on Sept 25, 2003 12:47:21 GMT -5
Poor Vicky! I'm sure he didn't want that!  |
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Post by Corinna Turner on Oct 26, 2003 14:48:56 GMT -5
I've got some more, and Vicky didn't know about all this. Don't want to take away too much, but this part is going to be happier than the last ones. September 27th 1996 I am soooo happy. Hermione and I finally made up. FINALLY!!!! The last ten days were the worst in my life and I told Hermione that and she said she felt the same way. But one by one: I decided to got to the lake after lessons to think about what happened. I told Harry I wanted to be alone and of course he understood. So I went down to the lake only to notice that Hermione was there as well. She was sitting there, her face covered with her hands and she was crying. I wasn’t sure whether I should go to her or not but finally I put all my courage together and approached her slowly. When I called her name she looked up, surprised but as soon as she saw me she turned away. I didn’t care, so I just sat down next to her and told her I was sorry for everything that had happened and that I was simply afraid of losing her to some Bulgarian guy. She told me again that he was just a good friend and she said she would stop writing to him if that would destroy our friendship. I was shocked and surprised that she said something like that and I told her that I had been an idiot not to believe her and that I really didn’t mind Victor. And she apologised for ignoring me the last few days but I said that it was all my fault and that she was right to ignore me. Then she threw her arms around me and we hugged. I was sooooo happy and so was Hermione, because she didn’t let go of me for at least five minutes. Then we walked up to the castle to tell Harry that we made up. Ron apologised today! I am so happy that we are friends again. Today after lessons I went to the lake to be alone a bit. So I sat there on my own watching the giant squib, so it seemed, but in fact I was staring into space thinking about Ron and that just made me cry. I felt so sad and thought it couldn’t get any worse when suddenly someone called my name. I looked up to tell the person to go away and leave me alone, but when I saw it was Ron I buried my face in my hands again and felt even worse than before. Then he sat down next to me and I told him to sod off (?) , but he didn’t. Instead he told me he was sorry and that he was only afraid of losing me to Victor. I was sooo happy and I apologised for ignoring him like I promised I would. And he said he wouldn’t mind if I kept writing to Victor. I was so happy about this that I hugged him. I couldn’t believe what he had just said, Ronald Weasley actually apologised. I think that is the first time he did that. We hugged for at least five minutes and then we went to tell Harry. It’s just great to be friends with Ron again, it hurt so much not talking for him for ten days and seeing that he didn’t want to talk to me. What do you think? |
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Post by Selene on Oct 27, 2003 3:43:59 GMT -5
It's great! PM!
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Post by Christine Daaé on Dec 8, 2003 20:15:56 GMT -5
I love!! KP!!!!!!!
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That's going to be really much fun!! So I'm really sorry, but I don't think I've got time to write anything more till next week! 
